It was something I have never felt from you before… never seen before. It was almost as if I was seeing someone else I have never known before. Your behaviour towards me and your anger was all so different. I know you have your problems, everybody does, but I never thought that you would take them all out on me. Your actions hurt me deep down… every time we were together you always used to walk with me holding my hand. But that day you walked on ahead of me so fast that I needed to run to catch up to you. It felt like you were running away from me. I know there are problems between us and neither of us are ready to address them so I think we need a break. We need some time by ourselves to understand what we really want from each other… what we really expect from our relationship. I don’t want to fight every time we talk and I don’t want to be sad for days afterward. I can’t imagine my life without you but I can’t take these fights and arguments anymore either. So for me, not talking to you for a while and stepping away from a situation that hurts me is what I feel I need to do. If you realize your mistakes and miss me then I’m always here for you… but right now I need to step away or I’m afraid that my anger will take over my love for you and this pain may never end.~~Neena Gupta.